"Turn Your Broken Heart into Art" a quote from the late Princess Laya from Star wars. This is what I'm doing now. I know I've been spending a little less time in SL. The truth is I've ventured out and started a business in Rl. I don't know how it will go. I'm not afraid, I just know I need to do something with all the grief I have inside. I don't want to be destructive; I don't want to have a midlife crisis. That seems to happen a lot in my family when someone dies, they get bitter, they get angry and they get selfish. I don't want any of that. I'm not angry, I'm not bitter, and selfish wouldn't help.
I just miss my dad.
