Healing a heart from a loss so great isn't easy. I wonder sometimes, does he see me? Would he be proud of me? Am I doing the right thing? The things I do most now are work on the business, love on Blake, and star into space. How long does it take to heal this heart? Death is so final. A chapter in my life's book I didn't ask for but am dealt with the best I can.
I don't know what I'm doing, I'm just...zombie-ing my way through it. One day, I hope the ache stops, I hope the pain subsides. They say one day at a time, it's been more than 365 days now, how long does this last...
